As the walk down the Red Capet

Congratulations to my cousin! Wendy Bai is getting married!!

Just take a look at how sweet they are!

Anyway, i've just finish touching up with her wedding montage.. Time check- 2:30am and i have only 3hours left for sleep! OMG! Gonna tong for the whole day!

But still, I'll be able to tong! haha!

Congrats to Wendy and Guan Jie:D

Friendship

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I think this is what friendship should be. But how many erasers are willing to sacrifice themselves for you in reality?

Exciting weekend~

Hey people! or should i say hi to myself? since there is not much reader here!

Anyway, check this out!

One of the Outfit I'll be wearing i think?

Anyway, my cousin's wedding in round the corner! Gonna get real busy this friday and saturday! I've no idea what to wear!! AND Photos will be up so stay tune:D

A short story on abortion

Hi, Mommy.

Little John

I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.
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Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion, repost. (:

What do you feel? What if your mom actually abort you? If you want to do it, pls be responsible for it

Reality

Troubles troubles troubles

Life is filled with nothing but troubles

i don't know how to name it

I don't know what to name this post. haha! its a random post! OKAY? haha

This post is just to keep this blog a bit more alive? And this is a personal blog, so there should be no readers i suppose ?

ShermaneHeng

Today's post is about Shermane Heng.. Chinese name 王雪雯

D.O.B 27th Oct 1994

Known Since NCPS

Close since OBS

Well, Shermane is a crazy and insane friend of mine. This post is a return post since i ask her to blog a post on me. So here is a return post!

Hello Shermane!! Last long with JasonTayShuHao!! I seriously dk what to post. She is a girl I use to care more than a normal friend? *EX-crush* ? HAHA! Yes and she is the only girl that NAG at me for 8hours!! Longer than what my mum nag! HAHA!! But she is the only girl who cook for 5 nights for me!! During OBS!

My favorite memory with her would be OBS! Since we were in the same group and my food partner.. She have 2 dogs? Cookie and WiWi and I personally prefer WiiiiiWiiiii cos WiWi is more cute! But she insist Cookie is cuter! HAHA!

I remembered the day when she took her results? The day was 10th Jan 2011 if I'm not wrong.. She cried.. I was super afraid.. Didn't went up to her cause she was crying.. Didn't know what to do? But she still manage to get into a good poly i think? with awesome friends with her? I guess too? HAHA

And to add on to what i know about her.. Lets see

Favourite cartoon: HELLO KITTY

Favourite color: PINK!!

Favourite food: This one i not sure leh!! HAHA!! let me guess? chicken rice? HAHA

okay.. can't think of any questions.. ohh and she HATE LOL!! AND UHUH SIOL!! HAHA

And to shermane! She had a little bad temper at times and hopefully she will try to change? HAHA! other than that? She is totally awesome! Right sister? OKAY! I'm AWESOME TOO!

OKay! end here!! HAHA

JUNHAO ^^V

Back to life

Gonna get back to life.. Continue to mug for my coming O levels! I know these few weeks, my post are all photo-less.. Gonna upload some nice nice photos now!

My birthday present from baby! Fred Perry Polo

And this is what I did for her for our 2nd month:D

JUNHAO ^^V

Sigh

Am I over sensitive or just think that i have many awesome friends? Cos from my birthday till today.. i have not eaten a single piece of cake! FuckIt!

I don't need fancy cakes buy just a small mini one?

JUNHAO

Sad Birthday to me?!

Sad Sad Birthday to me, Sad Sad Birthday to me, Sad Sad Birthday to me, Sad Sad Birthday to me!

yeah! i must be the first person to sing this Sad Sad Birthday song! Why should i be happy on my birthday? Excuse me! I'm not happy at all okay?!

Fucking off! BYE

*FML*

This is seriously the WORST Birthday.. And the worst thing is that i have a friend whose birthday is coming and these group have already arrange what to celebrate for him/her.. Present? Venue? Time? All ready! FUCKMYLIFE x1000 more!

I always tries to be a good friend, try to remember other's birthday etc, but why can't people do the same to me? Am I a bad friend? YES I AM!

I'm FUCKING IRRITATING , FUCKING ANNOYING, FUCKING STUPID, FUCKING LOSER! OHH YES I AM A LOSER! OKAY! YES I AM!

Reality check.. I fucking failed

BIRTHDAY? FUCK?

I spent my whole birthday sleeping! pathetic or what? but yea! no one bothers about me! so yea!

It really suck when there is this group of friends, lets say 5 people and you are somehow always with them.. and they always celebrate each and everyone's birthday except you. *FML*

No one bothers, just like this blog so.. Thats how Fuck UP my life is.. SCREWED, FUCKUP, WRONG, OR SHOULD I SAY WHY AM I EVEN BORN?

IN CONCLUSION, FUCK MY LIFE!

I'll post here cos no one reads!

It's kind of sad when none of your friends celebrate with you.. Going out? Or? idk? just no one! and it even more depressing when you have many friends! And you always celebrate with them. What to do? This is me! This is my life!

I'm living life with no friends..

Just Saying

#JustSaying

Ranting on my birthday? NOPE! #JustSaying

It really makes you feel down when you got so many friends and only a handful wished you? Well, at least these 2 really awesome and best sisters in my life called me at the same time on 150911 00:00 to wish me and sing me a Happy birthday song!

Thank you very much!! :D

My first birthday present for 2011

From EileenGYM

Yes! It might be a online card? or just something simple, but i really appreciate it.. It's not about the price or what, but the efforts and thoughts that counts.. Thank EileenGohYuMin! And her birthday is also coming on 20th Sep 2011 [17th birthday]

Webcam-ING

Hello!! Yes i am back!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Guess whose this?! My cousin Peh Jing Ting^^

Blogging in the middle of the night.. I'm so tired.. Have been talking on msn via video call for 1hour plus with my cousin:D

JUNHAO ^^V

ClapClap

Haven not been blogging for about a week or so? Kinda busy these few days but i promise for a longer post with pictures of what I've been doing for these busy plus tight week!

Anyway, before i go off, I wanna say GOOD LUCK TO ALL N LEVEL CANDIDATES WHO ARE TAKING THEIR N LEVEL:D

ohh! and its 10days before my birthday!

JUNHAO ^^V